Alone

I dun belong here i know... to this frequency, to this pattern, and also to this group of people's heart... I felt lonely..as i hate to admit.. There's a gap in the air..

Thus I seek you , that is love..and truth..u know who u r and I know who u r. And u know me.

Starting the day with my 2nd day, I felt tired..not that i want to.. it juz happen.. I felt lonely...I felt that my existance are not of paramount importance to them.. and perhaps i m not needed by them..

Nevertheless, I know u r there for me..always..even though I can't feel u at times.
May I be able to face everyone with love in your name and by your strife..Give me the strength to love..and to forgive..and the heart for tenderness..

I desire to shine for you. Give me that strength.Bless me to glorify your name..
I love you.

7 days back I saw her

Casually, dressed in jeans and green top with a shawl, u came out...My heart was beating..Hw will it be like..It has been 9 years.. I never thought u will come..

You threw me a smile and a hi with warmth that represent 'long time no see with remembrance'... Indeed you say yes surrounding the envious eyes of all...

I remembered that I told you spore has changed a lot.. but you said that you have no chance to walk around ..That very instance, I think you might be very busy..

You told me not to come since we are meeting soon.. But I know I have to and want to come..

Dressed in black, you with your fair face, nice.. However, I did not have a

You asked me to help them..I felt so honoured .. But are you really sure all of them are sincere?

Because of you, I knew him..a new friend who seem sincere.. I am thankful.. Coz this friend helped me to know where I go wrong..

Thanks for your beautiful memory...