Goodbye RP

It has really been sometimes since i last log in. And after this blog i dunno when will my next one be.

Finally goodbye to rp.. Thanks to all in rp :) Will miss irene my partners for these 7 mths..we have been through ups n downs together.. we come together and we go together.hee.. right will remember the bubble tea, bookshop ladies, cleaners, security guards.. and all the angels out there..

no time for long blog..
see all again..
hopefully i got a labtop soon.. :p

take care all..

Breakthrough followed by weekends

Friday 08/09/2006

My original plan for the day was to work half day till 12pm, head for lunch, give tuition at 2pm for my little cousin nana. And at 4pm , i shall end it and it will also be a time to meet aunti kim, jia jun (my cousin), and my mum.. coz i have already planned that we all meet together and headed for Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..(inclusive of Aunti Yin, sabrina's mum)..

Waking up for the day, I realised i was too weak physically for work, burdened with the stubborn cough and dreadful sore throat..(and somemore i got to use my voice in my work) a I decided to go and see my company doctor and take mc for the day..and i called off my tuition..

I rest till 3pm ++ to get my strength and make my way to meet Aunti Kim and Jia Jun to proceed to meet aunti yin and nana and my mum..for the Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..i was actually still in a daze after taking medicine feeling very tired.. but i knew i have to hang on knowing the importance of my mission tonight..

To my wonderful surprise, mummy, aunti kim and aunti yin were saved!! At that instance, i know all my struggles with sickness and tiredness have not gone into waste..Praise the Lord!! You are great! This is really a miracle!! For those who know my family background you will agreed that this is a miracle!! and i just have a clearer picture how evil the devil is..he purposely make me sick for one week and preventing good things from happen.. he is here to steal and kill..i am determined to be stronger.. ! (Anyone out there struggling with anything, pray in the name of Jesus and don't give up :)

Father, give me health as you said that above all things it is your desire to see your creation propser in health and in soul and to do well.. do not let the devil to steal and kill.. and i pray that to anyone who read this that they too will propser in health and soul and do well in life.

Sunday 10/09/2006

After service, i meet up with pei and we have lunch at chong pang market..after which we proceeded to bishan to meet yin..after walking a while we went to cafe cardel ..shortly after man came.. and we went to see see look look again. after that we went for our dinner and headed home...

peaceful sunday..

The Gateau Affairs

The best thing about this show is that you can see lotsa beautiful cakes and at certain times there are inspiring moments..

However i felt that the the chemistry between molie n joe was so so and everything happens too fast and the happenings were mostly expected..

(Bobo chan is cute inside)

anyway its still watchable as its simple and sweet..

Beauty

Waking up for the day, I know you are there with me.. helping and encouraging me to wake up.. but i was too lazy and tired and am full of excuse and as a result I am late. Sorry.. don't mean to.. Continue to help me in your own ways.. i need you. Father take away this bad habit ..that i am in bondage for years so that i can be a blessing and not obstruct the traffice of life on earth.. and at the same time you give me a strong body.. Take away the cough and phlegms.. and tiredness in the morning.. Its your very nature to give and you are yes and amen.

Ready for the day, i aim to make the best and have joy.. was really enjoying my mp3 along the route to rp.. and soon i reached my destination and proceeded to scan my staff card for attendance..

There was this security guard who helped me with it and upon seeing my staff card picture he commented that i looked different from the photo and said that the picture was nice and now i had blemishes on my face.. perhaps he sounded innocent and harmless to what i felt or perhaps i have joy and confidence in me that was not easily being stolen away..
compared to the past.. imagine a vainpot like me would have given this security guard a sentence of hostility if it happens in the past year..

i used to be affected and doubt my attractiveness as a woman..and to a certain extent dignity of a woman..whenever people commented on the dreadful and disgusting blemishes.. still remember i stop talking to a handicaps colleague for 6 months and how my angry reaction was always immediate when i go through that.. Surprisingly today out of the norm, I can still smile at the security and not having a less of a joyful airene and still feeling attractive because i know i am beautiful in the sight of my creator..he says that i am fearfully and wonderfully made.. no 2 person are the same.. everyone are unique.. (God, you are great!! I am your masterpiece..so are everyone) I am comfortable being myself. (yes knowing my stubborn blemishes are still there but i have faith that it will be gone away one day!)

Consider the following because it is from the one who created you and this is what he defines beauty..

Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self , the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful. (1 Peter 3: 3-5 )

I understand every man and woman wants to be beautiful including a vainpot like me.. put this verse in my blog not trying to discourage beauty routine (nevertheless it is still a good practice to take care of personal image and health!) but rather to encourage inside out beauty (for myself too!) and definition of beauty of God..which is by far more valuable as never will fade and can stood the test of time.. What beats it man..

take heart.. You are beautiful!

爱得太迟

Composer : 林夕
楊鎮邦

歌手 : 古巨基
周慧敏


古: 我過去抱緊她 早晚共對 到了紮職以後 自覺太累
而即使相約到 亦無言共對 疏淡如水

周: 我過去也只因 工作萬歲 我愛侶極介意 跟他比對
而最怕再奮鬥做強人下去 有哪個能追

古: 最心痛是 愛得太遲
周: 有心傾訴 不可等某個日子
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
合: 夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志

周: 誰會在意 誰會及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 偏要推說等下一次

古: 我最愛 等不到 早已別去 卻發覺 身太累沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛 都似獨居

周: 我也怕習慣了 不靠伴侶 誰和誰又約我 一一婉拒
難碰上 我最愛 便獨立下去 卻怕有人追

古: 錯失太易 愛得太遲
周: 怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
合: 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意

周: 忘記上次 唯有及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 不要相信一切有下次

周: 珍惜我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒
古: 能夠做到又有多少
周: 追一秒
古: 未算少
合: 足夠遺憾忘掉

古: 多少抱憾(周:不要) 多少過路人 (周:抖震)
古: 幾多相愛
合: 幾多相處了又分
古: 人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
合: 但今晚未過 我要過也很吸引

周: 能吻便吻 誰也是人
古: 理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
合: 來日別操心 趁我有能力相親 世界有太多東西發生
古: 不要等到天上擁吻

周: 天空海闊誰與你俯瞰


My favourite duet of the year!! Not exactly because its sang by my favourite artiste..but its really nice from from the bottom of my heart..


天空海闊誰與你俯瞰 ... Loves never fail!