Batam Pictures (Nov 2006)

After all, glad to know so many friends after the batam trip.. everyone were stranger to one another at first.. hopefully, we could be a pillar of support to each other in the journey of ccpe..

hee i've upload the pictures

Actually the hk pix were taken quite long ago in 2006 may and some of them were quite blur.. but still i felt so happy to upload them though its not all..

its a special memory for me..

Will be there again..

Somemore ...

Finally.. my hk photos

will see..look forward

I have finally learn how to take order.. yo!! but i make a mistake that resulted a dark face from my manager.. i made a wrong order which wasted a fish from company.. i told my manager that i am willing to compensate the fish by not taking a staff meal, meaning not taking meuniere fish next week for my staff meal.. she remarked , ' do i look like i am really so ji jiao..its ok lah.da jia you de chi jiu chi or something like that..'' I felt a bit warm hearing upon her words somehow..

i meant to leave shortly after my full time work and tuition for my cousin start.. but never underestimate the power of a nice boss.. it encourages loyalty from staff.. at the same time i am getting to know my colleagues there better.. well, will see..

I am looking forward to a couple of things..

1) the batam trip which my company organised as part of training
2) my work as a co-curriculum executive
3) tuition for my dear cousin na na
4) Christmas
5) A Happy New year


Happy and blessed day to you who are reading this.
Jesus loves you!! Christmas coming!!

Vivian Chow

Vivian Chow in Singapore, Raffles Hotel..
(She was once a basketball player during her school days..Can you imagine?)

In remembrance

This is a late entry in remembrance of my beauty model and perhaps a long lost friend..

I am so surprised to know that she would be in Singapore in early november when I knew that i will not be able to see her on 12 nov. Its a pleasant surprise..

She reached spore on 2 November, and i managed to see her on 3, 4 and 5 november. That was a close encounter.. did successfully gave her the things i want to give except a coffee cake which my friend has bought..

I told her that I can't see her in nov, she say its ok..can go then go, cannot its ok..

Before she board the flight back to hk, she commented that i have changed so much over the years ( i guess its 12 years) and have grown up and said she remembers all these.. i was really contented and was thankful to God.. and suddenly it occurs to me that having a personal pix with her are not so important after all.. (i din take a pix with her this time..)

I am also very happy to meet up with a group of friends.. seldom do we spend such long hours together since everyone is working and busy..

After miss beauty model went back to hk, we were all happily tired for the day..

To me, y is she a beauty model partly because she is such simple person..that inspired me.
(perhaps i felt most of the mei nui nowadays are so complicated..hahaha)

Once upon a time (1)

Once upon a time, there was a poor princess. She met a few people from her royal kingdom.
Two princesses and one high post rank officer and she worked for them. They were very nice to her, and on a unbelivable level. The poor princess does'nt have to work, no one scolded her in the midst of her work..

The poor princess was lost..she felt insecured but she has her fair share of materialistic thoughts.. as she has never got such good deal before. good pay, good working time, nice boss, nice colleagues, less working load without having to really put in effort..

One day, it was revealed to the poor princess that the two senior princesses were fake, and the high post rank officer was also fake.. and it seems to her that everyone was fake..

After some struggles with her thoughts, she hoped she can forgive the people around her.. She is not sure whether is she able to do that. But she will try and she hopes that one day she is able to smile and chat with them from the bottom of her heart..

Ultimately, she left the fake royal kingdom.. because she wanted to be rich with the labour of her own hands.. and she believes in the theory of reap and sow. and she knew her secured position in the royal kingdom and her daddy is waiting for her although she dunno when..and she will be a rich princess in a real royal kingdom..!!
Stay till!

I love this princess!! And may everyone enter a real royal kingdom..one i.e. without deception and hypocrisy... but only the truth..

Goodbye RP

It has really been sometimes since i last log in. And after this blog i dunno when will my next one be.

Finally goodbye to rp.. Thanks to all in rp :) Will miss irene my partners for these 7 mths..we have been through ups n downs together.. we come together and we go together.hee.. right will remember the bubble tea, bookshop ladies, cleaners, security guards.. and all the angels out there..

no time for long blog..
see all again..
hopefully i got a labtop soon.. :p

take care all..

Breakthrough followed by weekends

Friday 08/09/2006

My original plan for the day was to work half day till 12pm, head for lunch, give tuition at 2pm for my little cousin nana. And at 4pm , i shall end it and it will also be a time to meet aunti kim, jia jun (my cousin), and my mum.. coz i have already planned that we all meet together and headed for Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..(inclusive of Aunti Yin, sabrina's mum)..

Waking up for the day, I realised i was too weak physically for work, burdened with the stubborn cough and dreadful sore throat..(and somemore i got to use my voice in my work) a I decided to go and see my company doctor and take mc for the day..and i called off my tuition..

I rest till 3pm ++ to get my strength and make my way to meet Aunti Kim and Jia Jun to proceed to meet aunti yin and nana and my mum..for the Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..i was actually still in a daze after taking medicine feeling very tired.. but i knew i have to hang on knowing the importance of my mission tonight..

To my wonderful surprise, mummy, aunti kim and aunti yin were saved!! At that instance, i know all my struggles with sickness and tiredness have not gone into waste..Praise the Lord!! You are great! This is really a miracle!! For those who know my family background you will agreed that this is a miracle!! and i just have a clearer picture how evil the devil is..he purposely make me sick for one week and preventing good things from happen.. he is here to steal and kill..i am determined to be stronger.. ! (Anyone out there struggling with anything, pray in the name of Jesus and don't give up :)

Father, give me health as you said that above all things it is your desire to see your creation propser in health and in soul and to do well.. do not let the devil to steal and kill.. and i pray that to anyone who read this that they too will propser in health and soul and do well in life.

Sunday 10/09/2006

After service, i meet up with pei and we have lunch at chong pang market..after which we proceeded to bishan to meet yin..after walking a while we went to cafe cardel ..shortly after man came.. and we went to see see look look again. after that we went for our dinner and headed home...

peaceful sunday..

The Gateau Affairs

The best thing about this show is that you can see lotsa beautiful cakes and at certain times there are inspiring moments..

However i felt that the the chemistry between molie n joe was so so and everything happens too fast and the happenings were mostly expected..

(Bobo chan is cute inside)

anyway its still watchable as its simple and sweet..

Beauty

Waking up for the day, I know you are there with me.. helping and encouraging me to wake up.. but i was too lazy and tired and am full of excuse and as a result I am late. Sorry.. don't mean to.. Continue to help me in your own ways.. i need you. Father take away this bad habit ..that i am in bondage for years so that i can be a blessing and not obstruct the traffice of life on earth.. and at the same time you give me a strong body.. Take away the cough and phlegms.. and tiredness in the morning.. Its your very nature to give and you are yes and amen.

Ready for the day, i aim to make the best and have joy.. was really enjoying my mp3 along the route to rp.. and soon i reached my destination and proceeded to scan my staff card for attendance..

There was this security guard who helped me with it and upon seeing my staff card picture he commented that i looked different from the photo and said that the picture was nice and now i had blemishes on my face.. perhaps he sounded innocent and harmless to what i felt or perhaps i have joy and confidence in me that was not easily being stolen away..
compared to the past.. imagine a vainpot like me would have given this security guard a sentence of hostility if it happens in the past year..

i used to be affected and doubt my attractiveness as a woman..and to a certain extent dignity of a woman..whenever people commented on the dreadful and disgusting blemishes.. still remember i stop talking to a handicaps colleague for 6 months and how my angry reaction was always immediate when i go through that.. Surprisingly today out of the norm, I can still smile at the security and not having a less of a joyful airene and still feeling attractive because i know i am beautiful in the sight of my creator..he says that i am fearfully and wonderfully made.. no 2 person are the same.. everyone are unique.. (God, you are great!! I am your masterpiece..so are everyone) I am comfortable being myself. (yes knowing my stubborn blemishes are still there but i have faith that it will be gone away one day!)

Consider the following because it is from the one who created you and this is what he defines beauty..

Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self , the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful. (1 Peter 3: 3-5 )

I understand every man and woman wants to be beautiful including a vainpot like me.. put this verse in my blog not trying to discourage beauty routine (nevertheless it is still a good practice to take care of personal image and health!) but rather to encourage inside out beauty (for myself too!) and definition of beauty of God..which is by far more valuable as never will fade and can stood the test of time.. What beats it man..

take heart.. You are beautiful!

爱得太迟

Composer : 林夕
楊鎮邦

歌手 : 古巨基
周慧敏


古: 我過去抱緊她 早晚共對 到了紮職以後 自覺太累
而即使相約到 亦無言共對 疏淡如水

周: 我過去也只因 工作萬歲 我愛侶極介意 跟他比對
而最怕再奮鬥做強人下去 有哪個能追

古: 最心痛是 愛得太遲
周: 有心傾訴 不可等某個日子
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
合: 夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志

周: 誰會在意 誰會及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 偏要推說等下一次

古: 我最愛 等不到 早已別去 卻發覺 身太累沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛 都似獨居

周: 我也怕習慣了 不靠伴侶 誰和誰又約我 一一婉拒
難碰上 我最愛 便獨立下去 卻怕有人追

古: 錯失太易 愛得太遲
周: 怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
合: 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意

周: 忘記上次 唯有及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 不要相信一切有下次

周: 珍惜我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒
古: 能夠做到又有多少
周: 追一秒
古: 未算少
合: 足夠遺憾忘掉

古: 多少抱憾(周:不要) 多少過路人 (周:抖震)
古: 幾多相愛
合: 幾多相處了又分
古: 人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
合: 但今晚未過 我要過也很吸引

周: 能吻便吻 誰也是人
古: 理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
合: 來日別操心 趁我有能力相親 世界有太多東西發生
古: 不要等到天上擁吻

周: 天空海闊誰與你俯瞰


My favourite duet of the year!! Not exactly because its sang by my favourite artiste..but its really nice from from the bottom of my heart..


天空海闊誰與你俯瞰 ... Loves never fail!

My Weekends

Friday 25/08/2006 :

Empress Dowager @ Tangs

I met the Empress Dowager at Tangs.. Have seen some of the familiar faces and even some new born faces.. at the same time. Its interesting.

Over the years, we have all come so far.. some married ..some with children..

This time, I came to support the event as a supporter..with no expectation.. just simple joy of seeing the empress with my group of friends..and having supper after which will filled my day. and did talk a bit to empress dowager and a sense of familiarity was back again.. i am contented. Thus Father thank you and I want to let you know I have not forgotten about you too.. For everything.. and thanks for the conversation i had with huiling.. that opens my heart to many things..

me and some of my close friends, we have started out as fans of empress during our school days..and our support were still there even when we have entered the working society.. i felt that the support was still the same but the means and mentality has changed.. even our surroundings and responsibilities has changed..even commitment has changed..expectation has changed..perhaps priorites and style has changed.. for instance, whenever people put empress as my idol i actually felt quite out of place in which sometimes i will just tell some of them that idols were made of wood..but she is not.. she is a human and i am a human in which we are made of flesh and have strength n weakness.. i probably won't bother too much when i am in my teens.. anyway i felt what was valuable was the precious friendship and memory.. just want to tell my dear friends that i hope you all have joy in whatever you are doing..

Saturday 26/08/2006

Met up with Baohua at Bugis and we chated quited a bit about our future plans.. and i realised that he seemed to be working at the networking company with Rui En.. He too ask me to do the body mass thing at $10 in which i told him i already promised rui en to go down to the company on mon..

After which , i went to cainhill area to meet rain from uan.. she has briefly told me that uan are based on hk and they are training people to be in the entertainment.. and that they have an audition..well i told her straightfront that i have no interest to be in the entertainment at this time of time..as i felt i m catching up on age and have not been active in performing these few years.. when i am not ready i am not comfortable and also i have other pursues in life..

after which, i went to newton hawker centre to eat..seems like that's a nice place with nice food where hawkers are competing with one another for customers.. i met a family of japanese who order rambutan, mangosteen, starfruit, mangoe and durian.. i was curious to see their reaction when eating durian.. hee they burst into eeeeeee , giving a smelly epxression and body language.. they asked me whether does singaporean eat durian everyday ..? i told them no but its a nice n popular fruit..

I went home after which and i saw my niece baby cadence.. had some fun playing with her, and reading the newspaper.. soon it was 12pm++ a time for sleep as i felt i needed rest for the sheares bridge run for the following day.. and i receive a msg from ting.. but despite that i m unable to sleep perhaps i just got some other things to do or perhaps i m last min.. for that instance i a bit scared i have no stength n i would not be in my best health n stamina..nevertheless i just sleep for the next day to come..

Sunday 27/08/2006

It was really early and i wake up at 6am carefully without waking up my baby niece.. i was swift for the day.. bought a chocolate along the way as my light breakfast before i start the 6km marathon run..

i met ting n kelly at raffles place .. we were all in our sporty wear..and we proceeded for the day..

first of all, going to award kelly for sportwomanship award..despite not feeling well, she came and support me n ting..thanks n muak!

and also going to cheer for me n ting as we really complete the run..! at the later part it actually rain..and it made us run even faster.. and i actually felt very determined to complete it.. and i want to thank you Lord for the rain as it spur n push us.. u knew we can make it! I thought of you and i knew you want me to have that kind of spirit whenever i am down and that you will always be there..

yeah! cheers! we have a good day and after which we went to chinatown for dim sum and liyi was there..

After which , we went on our separate ways..kelly to meet her sis, ting n liyi to donate blood..,me going home to bathe and sleep..

its a wonderful day to spend a sunday..running for marathon in the morning ..eating dim sum with tea after which, going home to bathe and sleep.. and after which was time for night service..

i felt inspired by pastor rony sermon..the part whereby he said if he has to be a dishwasher he will be and he will make sure he is the best dishwasher that do a sparkling clean job!..and added that he will not remain that forever.. but making plans to start a dishwashing company.. with reference from Matthew 25 abt the Parable of the Talentsi felt that the sermon was there to encourage the downcast.. Thank you Lord.

I am charged up for the week ahead from the marathon and the inspiring night service!
Glory to you my Lord Jesus Christ!

Unforbidden fruit..truly nice?

A gal came to the counter yesterday towards the later part of the day.. she handled a few samples of codome to uncle Roy. (Don't mistaken. Uncle Roy is not the ham sup old uncle who is the hanky panky type.. He is a 20 year old boy who works temporary in the school and who loves to argue and nag at me. thus he is uncle roy.)

the purpose of the gal in coming to give samples to the school was to create awareness on the prevention of aids or something like that..

Well we made a joke out of it after which.. but seriously i thought something is wrong.. seriously wrong.. codome samples to be distributed to the students..????

I felt a bit sad somehow.. is that a kind of compromise? encouraging safe sex in a government institution? discouraging dangerous sex and compromise on premarital sex..

Perhaps the world has changed..perhaps i have never been in love and never knew the urgency of lust when you have a partner besides.. but i believe the beauty of keeping my chastity before marriage as i want to keep my marriage bed to be pure..and i want to give my best to the one.. i know it is difficult, and in no way i am in a position to say this since i am not attached..and honestly i don't dare to be sure i will be a virgin all the way before marriage but Father i will try my best and fight my life for that with your help!

And i always know your good intentions behind your commanments of no premarital sex:

1) You knew how frail and changeable like weather feeling is and how it can crash a woman's morale when there's a break up and she has lost her virgin. You wanted to protect woman emotionally and physically.

2) You wanted to prevent unwanted abortion.. You wanted to prevent a murder.

3) You knew there would be innocent babies that will be sacrificed.. and baby is a gift from you..its meant to bless and be blessed.. and i know they have always been the apple of your eyes.. you want to protect them.

4) You wanted your people to enjoy sex to the highest level.. and you knew by keeping our body to the marriage will give us the best beautiful experience. Surely you want to bless us with sex since you created it.. just that many people misunderstood you when you forbid premarital sex..

for those who are struggling on this aspect, anyone anywhere, i pray that you will be encouraged.. The Lord is with you and i am with you!

For those who has been a victim, or feels guilty.. Please stand up! The Lord still loves you, like your earthly parent who will never give you up.. He wants to see you well. He is ready to forgive.. And he wants to help you.

Lord, help us, young gals, anyone from anywhere, be it single, in a relationship, in a marriage, or those who are struggling in today's world..support us in our daily life.. and see us through.

Thank you Jesus.