Beauty

Waking up for the day, I know you are there with me.. helping and encouraging me to wake up.. but i was too lazy and tired and am full of excuse and as a result I am late. Sorry.. don't mean to.. Continue to help me in your own ways.. i need you. Father take away this bad habit ..that i am in bondage for years so that i can be a blessing and not obstruct the traffice of life on earth.. and at the same time you give me a strong body.. Take away the cough and phlegms.. and tiredness in the morning.. Its your very nature to give and you are yes and amen.

Ready for the day, i aim to make the best and have joy.. was really enjoying my mp3 along the route to rp.. and soon i reached my destination and proceeded to scan my staff card for attendance..

There was this security guard who helped me with it and upon seeing my staff card picture he commented that i looked different from the photo and said that the picture was nice and now i had blemishes on my face.. perhaps he sounded innocent and harmless to what i felt or perhaps i have joy and confidence in me that was not easily being stolen away..
compared to the past.. imagine a vainpot like me would have given this security guard a sentence of hostility if it happens in the past year..

i used to be affected and doubt my attractiveness as a woman..and to a certain extent dignity of a woman..whenever people commented on the dreadful and disgusting blemishes.. still remember i stop talking to a handicaps colleague for 6 months and how my angry reaction was always immediate when i go through that.. Surprisingly today out of the norm, I can still smile at the security and not having a less of a joyful airene and still feeling attractive because i know i am beautiful in the sight of my creator..he says that i am fearfully and wonderfully made.. no 2 person are the same.. everyone are unique.. (God, you are great!! I am your masterpiece..so are everyone) I am comfortable being myself. (yes knowing my stubborn blemishes are still there but i have faith that it will be gone away one day!)

Consider the following because it is from the one who created you and this is what he defines beauty..

Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self , the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful. (1 Peter 3: 3-5 )

I understand every man and woman wants to be beautiful including a vainpot like me.. put this verse in my blog not trying to discourage beauty routine (nevertheless it is still a good practice to take care of personal image and health!) but rather to encourage inside out beauty (for myself too!) and definition of beauty of God..which is by far more valuable as never will fade and can stood the test of time.. What beats it man..

take heart.. You are beautiful!

爱得太迟

Composer : 林夕
楊鎮邦

歌手 : 古巨基
周慧敏


古: 我過去抱緊她 早晚共對 到了紮職以後 自覺太累
而即使相約到 亦無言共對 疏淡如水

周: 我過去也只因 工作萬歲 我愛侶極介意 跟他比對
而最怕再奮鬥做強人下去 有哪個能追

古: 最心痛是 愛得太遲
周: 有心傾訴 不可等某個日子
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
合: 夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志

周: 誰會在意 誰會及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 偏要推說等下一次

古: 我最愛 等不到 早已別去 卻發覺 身太累沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛 都似獨居

周: 我也怕習慣了 不靠伴侶 誰和誰又約我 一一婉拒
難碰上 我最愛 便獨立下去 卻怕有人追

古: 錯失太易 愛得太遲
周: 怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
合: 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意

周: 忘記上次 唯有及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 不要相信一切有下次

周: 珍惜我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒
古: 能夠做到又有多少
周: 追一秒
古: 未算少
合: 足夠遺憾忘掉

古: 多少抱憾(周:不要) 多少過路人 (周:抖震)
古: 幾多相愛
合: 幾多相處了又分
古: 人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
合: 但今晚未過 我要過也很吸引

周: 能吻便吻 誰也是人
古: 理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
合: 來日別操心 趁我有能力相親 世界有太多東西發生
古: 不要等到天上擁吻

周: 天空海闊誰與你俯瞰


My favourite duet of the year!! Not exactly because its sang by my favourite artiste..but its really nice from from the bottom of my heart..


天空海闊誰與你俯瞰 ... Loves never fail!

My Weekends

Friday 25/08/2006 :

Empress Dowager @ Tangs

I met the Empress Dowager at Tangs.. Have seen some of the familiar faces and even some new born faces.. at the same time. Its interesting.

Over the years, we have all come so far.. some married ..some with children..

This time, I came to support the event as a supporter..with no expectation.. just simple joy of seeing the empress with my group of friends..and having supper after which will filled my day. and did talk a bit to empress dowager and a sense of familiarity was back again.. i am contented. Thus Father thank you and I want to let you know I have not forgotten about you too.. For everything.. and thanks for the conversation i had with huiling.. that opens my heart to many things..

me and some of my close friends, we have started out as fans of empress during our school days..and our support were still there even when we have entered the working society.. i felt that the support was still the same but the means and mentality has changed.. even our surroundings and responsibilities has changed..even commitment has changed..expectation has changed..perhaps priorites and style has changed.. for instance, whenever people put empress as my idol i actually felt quite out of place in which sometimes i will just tell some of them that idols were made of wood..but she is not.. she is a human and i am a human in which we are made of flesh and have strength n weakness.. i probably won't bother too much when i am in my teens.. anyway i felt what was valuable was the precious friendship and memory.. just want to tell my dear friends that i hope you all have joy in whatever you are doing..

Saturday 26/08/2006

Met up with Baohua at Bugis and we chated quited a bit about our future plans.. and i realised that he seemed to be working at the networking company with Rui En.. He too ask me to do the body mass thing at $10 in which i told him i already promised rui en to go down to the company on mon..

After which , i went to cainhill area to meet rain from uan.. she has briefly told me that uan are based on hk and they are training people to be in the entertainment.. and that they have an audition..well i told her straightfront that i have no interest to be in the entertainment at this time of time..as i felt i m catching up on age and have not been active in performing these few years.. when i am not ready i am not comfortable and also i have other pursues in life..

after which, i went to newton hawker centre to eat..seems like that's a nice place with nice food where hawkers are competing with one another for customers.. i met a family of japanese who order rambutan, mangosteen, starfruit, mangoe and durian.. i was curious to see their reaction when eating durian.. hee they burst into eeeeeee , giving a smelly epxression and body language.. they asked me whether does singaporean eat durian everyday ..? i told them no but its a nice n popular fruit..

I went home after which and i saw my niece baby cadence.. had some fun playing with her, and reading the newspaper.. soon it was 12pm++ a time for sleep as i felt i needed rest for the sheares bridge run for the following day.. and i receive a msg from ting.. but despite that i m unable to sleep perhaps i just got some other things to do or perhaps i m last min.. for that instance i a bit scared i have no stength n i would not be in my best health n stamina..nevertheless i just sleep for the next day to come..

Sunday 27/08/2006

It was really early and i wake up at 6am carefully without waking up my baby niece.. i was swift for the day.. bought a chocolate along the way as my light breakfast before i start the 6km marathon run..

i met ting n kelly at raffles place .. we were all in our sporty wear..and we proceeded for the day..

first of all, going to award kelly for sportwomanship award..despite not feeling well, she came and support me n ting..thanks n muak!

and also going to cheer for me n ting as we really complete the run..! at the later part it actually rain..and it made us run even faster.. and i actually felt very determined to complete it.. and i want to thank you Lord for the rain as it spur n push us.. u knew we can make it! I thought of you and i knew you want me to have that kind of spirit whenever i am down and that you will always be there..

yeah! cheers! we have a good day and after which we went to chinatown for dim sum and liyi was there..

After which , we went on our separate ways..kelly to meet her sis, ting n liyi to donate blood..,me going home to bathe and sleep..

its a wonderful day to spend a sunday..running for marathon in the morning ..eating dim sum with tea after which, going home to bathe and sleep.. and after which was time for night service..

i felt inspired by pastor rony sermon..the part whereby he said if he has to be a dishwasher he will be and he will make sure he is the best dishwasher that do a sparkling clean job!..and added that he will not remain that forever.. but making plans to start a dishwashing company.. with reference from Matthew 25 abt the Parable of the Talentsi felt that the sermon was there to encourage the downcast.. Thank you Lord.

I am charged up for the week ahead from the marathon and the inspiring night service!
Glory to you my Lord Jesus Christ!

Unforbidden fruit..truly nice?

A gal came to the counter yesterday towards the later part of the day.. she handled a few samples of codome to uncle Roy. (Don't mistaken. Uncle Roy is not the ham sup old uncle who is the hanky panky type.. He is a 20 year old boy who works temporary in the school and who loves to argue and nag at me. thus he is uncle roy.)

the purpose of the gal in coming to give samples to the school was to create awareness on the prevention of aids or something like that..

Well we made a joke out of it after which.. but seriously i thought something is wrong.. seriously wrong.. codome samples to be distributed to the students..????

I felt a bit sad somehow.. is that a kind of compromise? encouraging safe sex in a government institution? discouraging dangerous sex and compromise on premarital sex..

Perhaps the world has changed..perhaps i have never been in love and never knew the urgency of lust when you have a partner besides.. but i believe the beauty of keeping my chastity before marriage as i want to keep my marriage bed to be pure..and i want to give my best to the one.. i know it is difficult, and in no way i am in a position to say this since i am not attached..and honestly i don't dare to be sure i will be a virgin all the way before marriage but Father i will try my best and fight my life for that with your help!

And i always know your good intentions behind your commanments of no premarital sex:

1) You knew how frail and changeable like weather feeling is and how it can crash a woman's morale when there's a break up and she has lost her virgin. You wanted to protect woman emotionally and physically.

2) You wanted to prevent unwanted abortion.. You wanted to prevent a murder.

3) You knew there would be innocent babies that will be sacrificed.. and baby is a gift from you..its meant to bless and be blessed.. and i know they have always been the apple of your eyes.. you want to protect them.

4) You wanted your people to enjoy sex to the highest level.. and you knew by keeping our body to the marriage will give us the best beautiful experience. Surely you want to bless us with sex since you created it.. just that many people misunderstood you when you forbid premarital sex..

for those who are struggling on this aspect, anyone anywhere, i pray that you will be encouraged.. The Lord is with you and i am with you!

For those who has been a victim, or feels guilty.. Please stand up! The Lord still loves you, like your earthly parent who will never give you up.. He wants to see you well. He is ready to forgive.. And he wants to help you.

Lord, help us, young gals, anyone from anywhere, be it single, in a relationship, in a marriage, or those who are struggling in today's world..support us in our daily life.. and see us through.

Thank you Jesus.

Looking forward!

Looking forward to cut my fringe this friday..
Looking forward to meeting my friends this friday night at tangs..
looking forward to look see audition this sat..
looking forward to meet baohua this sat as long time no see
looking forward to sheares run..
looking forward to seeing the sparklight kids..

and looking forward to breakthrough!!

Through it all

It was dark,
brown and black..
It seems cold..
No one I see..

A voice I hear..
saying that the abnormal things of life has came to the mankind..
Great tribulations?
Rapture?

And a voice sang:
and i ... look to you,
and i... wait on you

As I hold on to my bolster,
hold on to my blanket with all my might,
laying on bed,
so much in fear that i dare not move even a little...
so much that I lack the courage to open my eyes,
and unwillingly i did that knowing i gotta faced the whole thing..

and i look to you,
and i wait on you,

verse of 'Through It All'
running through my mind..
so real, and I still don't dare to move
yet a part of me want it to be unreal..

and I thought about my beloved family and friends,
especially mummy..

Oh i am alone in my room..,
Oh i need to go toilet,
Oh how i dread to walk in darkness,
walking across the idols outside..

Jesus Jesus!
I called knowing the power of your name..
a name that is above all names..
in desperation,
knowing you are my help in times of need..

The light of the kitchen was on..
The light of the toilet was on..
Your peace upon me..

Walking past my parent's room, they were soundly asleep..
thank you thank you my Daddy in heaven!
You know I love them so much..

Dear Friend, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the spirit of God: Every spirit that aknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the fresh is from God, but every spirit that does not aknowledges Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.

You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

1 John 4:1-4

My God, my best friend, my stronghold, my hero, you are greater than the devil and you have overcome the world! You gave me the best encouragement with sharpness and punch! Best teacher! You walk with me in valley of darkness.. rain or shine.. you are there..for me, with me and in me! even though there are brown and black colour, through it all, you see me through with lights and songs! My all in all, there is none like you! I shall fear not, I shall move forward with courage knowing all your promises..!

And Father may you open the eyes of my loved ones.. and reveal to them that knowing Jesus is the best thing that can happen to anyone and is the most important decision in life and in the whole universe. And i pray that you will keep them, bless them for they are your wonderful creation..

I love them and I know God you love them too..

Move on Run!!

Yes move on! Run!

I hope the sheares run this sunday is fun!!

It's time.. to move on

Everyone says monday is blue.. but i shall want to start my monday this week at least with a rainbow color as a headstart..

for those who has read my blog regularly u will know that i have not been active.. well, after a period of some trials.. as i have been quite down for a period of time.. if i were to scribble n voice on my blog, i will be critisising people endlessly.. and i wanted a space from people.. to be away and in solitude for awhile..

guess its enough.. and time to move on.. n i hope i really do mean it and do it this time..

Wars Of In-Laws

Wars Of In-Laws － 我的野蠻奶奶

Cast:
Liza Wang
Shek Sau
Myolie Wu
Bosco Wong
Christine Ng
Eileen Yeow
Hong Wah
Ha Ping
Suet Li
Chan Hoi Yee

監製：關永忠

編審：蔡淑賢，梁恩東

演員：

汪明荃，胡杏兒，黃宗澤，石修，伍詠薇，劉家輝，雪　妮，姚瑩瑩

生於上等旗人之家的喜塔臘˙鑠蘭(汪明荃)自恃著格格的身分，四十多年來橫行霸道，極盡野蠻之能事。蘭兒子甯茂春(黃宗澤)到了適婚年齡，蘭為他強搶來一位她認為是全京城最好的媳婦，豈料陰差陽錯，兒子竟輾轉娶了山寨王之女田力(胡杏兒)。蘭吹毛求疵，但一山還有一山高，力亦不是溫婉和順之輩，婆媳各不相讓，終日吵吵鬧鬧，叫懦弱、缺乏主見的春左要遵循母命，右要討好老婆。卻原來一切皆是掩飾，春其實武功高強，且背負著不為人知的秘密……

Born in a royal family, Princess Shuet-Lan has been barbaric, obnoxious, unreasonable for forty years. Black turns white and white turns black from her mouth.. Her son mau chun (Bosco Wong) was of a marriageble age and suppose to be married to a royal concubine..but on the big day, she eloped and while seu yat (Myolie Wu) a young lady from a family of bandits together were trying to run away from a group of soldiers.., and she took the chance to escape by pretending to be the bride by chance..and she and and mau chun was accidentally married and that start the head and tail of the show..

To be honest, I thought this would be another show that would be crappy and trying to be funny.. but i though just give it a try.. hahaha but to my surprise i was rather entertained and i had enjoy myself.. and u might think i am crazy if i tell u i actually cry while watching the last few episode of this comedy drama.. yes i cry! i thought it was touching..! Beneath the humour, I see loves and humility..and perservance.. and i was thrilled to see princess shuet yat arguing with the emperor to save her son she remarked that the emperor too has made mistake.. when everyone thought she will be devastated and helpless in a corner when knowing that the emperor has given the order that his son to be executed..

Liza shines in this show.. ! no surprise that she won herself an award! I like her potrayal of princess Sheut-Lan.. its well seasoned.. at least she do made me laugh n cry.. and she just got this air that came naturally..

The Charm Beneath 胭脂水粉

Chinese Title : 胭脂水粉

Cast:
Moses Chan
Gigi Lai
Yoyo Mung
Chan Hung Lit
Michael Tong
Anne Heung
Sharon Chan
Mandy Cho
Kiki Sheung
Cecilia Yeung Sze Sze
Tseung Chi Kwong

Producer : Mui Siu Ching ( Shine On You )

Honestly, when i came across this production, i was a bit disppointed to see the group of cast because most of them were unfamiliar to me and no one in particular i wanted to support much..and was also a bit disappointed that sheren tang was taken out of the show. However, the reason why i took a step to rent this drama serial was because the title 胭脂水粉 caught my attention and the gal at the rental shop managed to persuade me that this was a nice piece of work.. plus i have always been interested in periodic dramas.

Set in the 1920s and 1930s in Hong Kong, Halle De Fleur was the business owned by a very wealthy family, 'chuk family'. They were doing cosmetic business with roller lipstick as their star product. You can definitely expect politics among the family with loves, hatred, jealousy..and of course the good and better among the goods, and the bad and even worser among the evil. (Anyway not going to say much as just in case someone out there wants to watch the show..this is a show that one should not know too much in advance..)

What impressed me about the show was how the technique of 'xuan lian' was put to use. This was a term i learnt during my scriptwrighting module in nafa. It sort of means the technique of stopping at a point when its near to climax.. I felt a good 'xuan lian' is actually vital in sustaining the audience in captivity.. And i like the plot and the theme of family, romance and frienship. (However i felt that the scene that marks the end of problem was lame. How can someone succeeded in jumping into river and commit sucide in the pressence of so many good people who were 1 to 2 metre away.. and also i felt the real reason for the death of the founder of Halle De Fleur should be revealed to the family household members.. and Siu Hsing (the character played by Sharon Chan) should know the truth of who killed her brother..

Moses Chan as Cheuk :

Simply a 'bai jia zi' and lady killer who was yet creative , kind and carefree. After going through much, he became matured. (But i don't like the way he handles relationship. )

Moses' performance was ok but still room for improvement.. At times I felt he could have been a little bit more emotional esp the part when he saw his beloved being stabbed with knife.. something lacking still.. but i guess he just has the look of a witty spoil from rich family which makes him more suitable for the role than bowie lam who was replaced by him.

Gigi Lai Cheuk Wing Wai:

A sophisicated and smart woman who was observant and who truly cares for her family. Interestingly, her husband was played by Tseung Chi Kwong who was many years older than her and also in terms of looks.. He looks like an uncle.

Gigi did quite a good performance (even though i din really like her) except the part where she cried to which i felt could be improved though she manged to touch me in some crying scenes.. Anyway i thought this was a good role which TVB has given her and heard that the review for her was good.. (but my guts feeling tells me that sheren tang will also be able to do a very good job for the role as i felt she will be good for periodic drama..)

Yoyo Mung as Yee Fong

A gentle spirit lady who gets along well with everyone. She has her intersting and silly side even though she was shy towards the one she loves. A very gal next door who likes to watch drama and is also one who will go through thick and thin for her loved one.

I am not one who watced Yoyo Mung's show often. But i gotta say i likeYoyo inside the show..the potrayal of Yee Fong .. even though her hairstyle was ugly it has some air and ex-factor.. got wei dao..

Chan Hung Lit as Shan

Boss of Halle De Fleur .. A fatherly figure with authority and was Head in Cheuk family. Some respected and was grateful to him, and some trying to get into his good book for some motives.

I like Chan Hung Lit inside the show.. Felt that he's good as he has the air of a father.. and i felt his fatherly loves in the show..

Anyway, my favourite character in the series are Cheuk Wing Wai and Yee Fong!

A great show!

Morning & Afternoon.. Night

Morning started the day,
with an alarm ..
Inside my blanklet,
tossing around,
not wanting to face it,
but yet i got to.
Perhaps i have lost the heart for the day..
perhaps i am still indecisive,
although not giving up..

Afternoon formed part of the day,
with a crying smile.
I know you are there,
yet I am running away,
getting myself lost..
I hope you will find me,
you can,
you want,
and you will..
with rainbow..

Can one sight decide for all?

Eyes were open,
ear were hearing,
hearts failed to understand..
perhaps it was never meant to,
or never want to..

Voices were circulating the tight air for the night,
but i hear my cries more.
Yet, trying to be happy.

Can one sight decide for all?

saturday & sunday

Saturday :

this was a working day.. royston was at work too.. i remember i dread myself from the bed and headed to work. was almost tempted to ask rui en to cover for me as i felt i needed rest for my sick body but think it was too late, its 8.30am i looked at the time..

anyway afterwork i headed home to rest.. and had my lunch. afterwhich i went to ang mo kio popular to do some research from my coming work on mon. pei and man were there to accompany me too. after which we went to have our dessert and i headed home while pei and man went to East Coast Park (which i suppose ting steph and kelly going the very next day)

at 7pm i went to miracle service.. felt better after that.


sunday:

waking up for the day, i decided to go for night service. as i felt maybe a night service will be better for me for the day..

Baby Cadence, my sis and my brother in law came back today.. hee cadence started to choose who can hold her and who cannot hold her.. this baby gal started to feel for her surrounding..and knows how to make noise to show.. anyway she was used to us after sometimes and just lay still with as we play and hold her..

After which, mummy went to work and i went to meet eddy which was a last minute decision made the night before.

Soon it was bishan station. I alighted and was looking out for eddy but i can't seemed to find him.. and i thought could it be i can't recognise him? the last time i saw him was many years back during my nafa days. soon he saw me.. and still quite the same except that he seems fairer. we went to this cafe cartel.. and i ordered camomile tea.. we had a good chat about those old memories when we are doing productions and our some of our future plans.. anyway we left the place at about 5pm and i felt i needed to get home to rest before i went to the 7pm service.

i met venon and ivy serving as asher today. Nice of them to give me a ride today..

i enjoyed the service.. remembering Pastor Bernette saying something like 'to finish strong, everyday is a masterpiece..'

Morning

i woke up at about 9.30am, having and knowing the thoughts of reporting to work at 12pm for claiming of overtime.

i started the day with my washing up and quiet time followed by a meal. am happy to spend the morning with mummy..we watch tv together. hee..

What Colour

I am writing this half an hour after i came out from toilet. As i was looking at the mirror, glancing at my black hair..i thought i look down to earth.. Am thinking of red cum purple cum blue.. shall be my next colour..

Shall i cut short my hair?
Shall i rebond my hair?
Shall i perm my hair?

well, will see how..

Sunday

Wake up at around 9am+ for the day.. ate breakfast and prepared for service. there was some change of plan. i would be meeting xiao guijing at 12.55am after the service instead of 10.40am.

Service was a little fast than norm and i reached admiralty station in time to meet xiao guijing. after which she came to my house - we were watching TV and playing with bibi cadence (as sis and brother-in law came with her) Mummy also cooked nice nice dishes..so long never tasted her soup with sweet corn, pop ribs,onions, carrot and potatoe..yummy!! and love her chicken..love her vege ..love her fish..bibi cadence was so cute..she has brought much joy to the family.

After which i accompany xiao guijing to church a while and proceeded to take train to chinatown after the announcement made as i got an appointment with my beauty doctor cindy.

Again, she analyse my face, and did a scraper, extraction and blue laser shined on me. the whole thing took about 1hr.

i proceeded to bugis after that to meet shumin. finally i get to meet her to pass her the cds.

reached home at about 9.30pm.

i had an early sleep..slept at 12.30am..

its a great day!!

Saturday

My initial plan of the day was to start 30min of running at 8am. But looking at the time, it was 8.30am. The weather was cool, my bed was nice, i dun want to be late and in rush with meeting up with pei. thus i decided to accompany my pillow and blanket a little while..

Never did i expected that 9.20am came so fast.. as i was meeting pei and her sis at 10.15am.. i did my preparation with a good speed ..and fly to ang mo kio. On my way, i met kai zhong..erm think gotta rephrase..he met me as he saw me 1st. A small world it is..as he was also going to Ang Mo Kio and some times back, i learnt we had a common friend that is Rui En..as he knew her through Johnson.

Ang Mo Kio station arrived and we walked to the Jubilee hall as kai zhong also wanted to say hi to pei. After which we proceeded to ang mo kio market for our breakfast and hopped onto the cab proceeding to Alexander Hospital with pei and her sis to visit their mother who had watched me grown up.

Aunti , pei's mum which i addressed looks good..i guessed she was on a recovery side. She ate the lunch from the hospital and the porridge pei bought for her after which.. while i also did spent some time chating with her, roaming the hospital and reading magazine. Soon it was 1.45pm and the visiting hours will soon be over till the next slot of time.. Thus we made a move.. Before that, I hold aunti's hand and prayed for her wishing her a speedy recovery, with strong health and able to walk with no side effect..(hee i actually find aunti to be comfortable looking..her eyes were actually big with defined double eye lid and was potentially fair.. i told pei that aunti must be a beautiful lady during her youth..)

Then, we went to Harbour Front Centre..and have a drink and snack at Breeks.. we shared buffalo wings, fish nugget with lime sauce, and i ordered Ocean, pei ordered brownie with ice cream and also a drink which tasted so sour.. Yinn came to join us shortly after and she ordered brownie with ice cream and ocean too.. we had a good chat.. after that we shopped around the area .. 5plus came and we went our separate ways as pei has to go back to hospital to be with her mum and family..Good gal man! i am impressed. (a potential good wife definitely. ) meiyin and i took 145 to head to toa payoh. after which i went back to woodlands for miracle service and yinn see see look look walk walk at the vicinity of toa payoh.

the testimony of the twin miracle babies were encouraging. I am so happy for my sis in Christ..who has been through disappointment, down times ...and ultimately God answers her prayer for wanting a twin pair of babies..With God anything is possible!! Amen.

looking forward

waking up for the day, i looked forward to breakfast with mummy while watching the 37 TVB anniversay with her..its really a joy.. we had teh tarik with toast bread.. and she made chee cheong fun for me before i left for work..

a great start for the day!!

Thanks

i knock off for the day yesterday at around 5.15pm.. before i left rp, i wanted to buy a peanut pancake for myself.. but aunti said she is running out of that kind of pancake..and thus she offered me another kind of pancake which has hotdog , cheese and egg..which was actually more expensive..but aunti charged me only $0.80. it was nice!! thank God and aunti..and as weather was fine, i decided to walk home.on the way, i saw an ice cream man and he gave me a free ice cream which he accidentally opened it the wrong way..thank God and uncle..i enjoyed my journey back home..

ate my dinner and watch tv..went to Shine Light ministry meeting after which.
ends at about 10pm..get to know some new friends today. thank God!

thank God that i no need to wake up early the next day too..hee

That time...

Have not blog for a few days simply because i am lazy and not in the mood. but i have decided to do a capture of my past few days for my own record..

i managed to meet up with xiao guijing..so glad to see her..as it has been a yr since the last i saw her.. miss her man..!! Salute and congrates to her for completing her mission overseas!! I am proud of u !! Not easy to study oversea alone i understand.. well done! We went for 11am service and after which she came to my house.. we bought all the japa lang food..and watch beauty and war together ..after which we went to causeway point..to see see look look walk walk.. and have a great conversation with her.. its a great day. thank God.

for the past few days, i have not been running as i felt wind in my stomach. guess i have to change my diet..always love to eat the oily..and sweety and savoury taste..which usually clog up my whole health system .. maybe i should try and appreciatie the beauty of plainess in food.such as fish soup..yau tau foo(soup base)..or perhaps also ..friends encourage me ok!!
(hee am happy ..this week someone commented that i had slim down..)