Sunday, November 26, 2006
hee i've upload the pictures
its a special memory for me..
Will be there again..
Thursday, November 23, 2006
will see..look forward
i meant to leave shortly after my full time work and tuition for my cousin start.. but never underestimate the power of a nice boss.. it encourages loyalty from staff.. at the same time i am getting to know my colleagues there better.. well, will see..
I am looking forward to a couple of things..
1) the batam trip which my company organised as part of training
2) my work as a co-curriculum executive
3) tuition for my dear cousin na na
4) Christmas
5) A Happy New year
Happy and blessed day to you who are reading this.
Jesus loves you!! Christmas coming!!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Vivian Chow
In remembrance
I am so surprised to know that she would be in Singapore in early november when I knew that i will not be able to see her on 12 nov. Its a pleasant surprise..
She reached spore on 2 November, and i managed to see her on 3, 4 and 5 november. That was a close encounter.. did successfully gave her the things i want to give except a coffee cake which my friend has bought..
I told her that I can't see her in nov, she say its ok..can go then go, cannot its ok..
Before she board the flight back to hk, she commented that i have changed so much over the years ( i guess its 12 years) and have grown up and said she remembers all these.. i was really contented and was thankful to God.. and suddenly it occurs to me that having a personal pix with her are not so important after all.. (i din take a pix with her this time..)
I am also very happy to meet up with a group of friends.. seldom do we spend such long hours together since everyone is working and busy..
After miss beauty model went back to hk, we were all happily tired for the day..
To me, y is she a beauty model partly because she is such simple person..that inspired me.
(perhaps i felt most of the mei nui nowadays are so complicated..hahaha)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Once upon a time (1)
Two princesses and one high post rank officer and she worked for them. They were very nice to her, and on a unbelivable level. The poor princess does'nt have to work, no one scolded her in the midst of her work..
The poor princess was lost..she felt insecured but she has her fair share of materialistic thoughts.. as she has never got such good deal before. good pay, good working time, nice boss, nice colleagues, less working load without having to really put in effort..
One day, it was revealed to the poor princess that the two senior princesses were fake, and the high post rank officer was also fake.. and it seems to her that everyone was fake..
After some struggles with her thoughts, she hoped she can forgive the people around her.. She is not sure whether is she able to do that. But she will try and she hopes that one day she is able to smile and chat with them from the bottom of her heart..
Ultimately, she left the fake royal kingdom.. because she wanted to be rich with the labour of her own hands.. and she believes in the theory of reap and sow. and she knew her secured position in the royal kingdom and her daddy is waiting for her although she dunno when..and she will be a rich princess in a real royal kingdom..!!
Stay till!
I love this princess!! And may everyone enter a real royal kingdom..one i.e. without deception and hypocrisy... but only the truth..
Friday, September 29, 2006
Goodbye RP
Finally goodbye to rp.. Thanks to all in rp :) Will miss irene my partners for these 7 mths..we have been through ups n downs together.. we come together and we go together.hee.. right will remember the bubble tea, bookshop ladies, cleaners, security guards.. and all the angels out there..
no time for long blog..
see all again..
hopefully i got a labtop soon.. :p
take care all..
Monday, September 11, 2006
Breakthrough followed by weekends
My original plan for the day was to work half day till 12pm, head for lunch, give tuition at 2pm for my little cousin nana. And at 4pm , i shall end it and it will also be a time to meet aunti kim, jia jun (my cousin), and my mum.. coz i have already planned that we all meet together and headed for Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..(inclusive of Aunti Yin, sabrina's mum)..
Waking up for the day, I realised i was too weak physically for work, burdened with the stubborn cough and dreadful sore throat..(and somemore i got to use my voice in my work) a I decided to go and see my company doctor and take mc for the day..and i called off my tuition..
I rest till 3pm ++ to get my strength and make my way to meet Aunti Kim and Jia Jun to proceed to meet aunti yin and nana and my mum..for the Pastor Lim Gee Tiong's concert..i was actually still in a daze after taking medicine feeling very tired.. but i knew i have to hang on knowing the importance of my mission tonight..
To my wonderful surprise, mummy, aunti kim and aunti yin were saved!! At that instance, i know all my struggles with sickness and tiredness have not gone into waste..Praise the Lord!! You are great! This is really a miracle!! For those who know my family background you will agreed that this is a miracle!! and i just have a clearer picture how evil the devil is..he purposely make me sick for one week and preventing good things from happen.. he is here to steal and kill..i am determined to be stronger.. ! (Anyone out there struggling with anything, pray in the name of Jesus and don't give up :)
Father, give me health as you said that above all things it is your desire to see your creation propser in health and in soul and to do well.. do not let the devil to steal and kill.. and i pray that to anyone who read this that they too will propser in health and soul and do well in life.
Sunday 10/09/2006
After service, i meet up with pei and we have lunch at chong pang market..after which we proceeded to bishan to meet yin..after walking a while we went to cafe cardel ..shortly after man came.. and we went to see see look look again. after that we went for our dinner and headed home...
peaceful sunday..The Gateau Affairs

The best thing about this show is that you can see lotsa beautiful cakes and at certain times there are inspiring moments..
However i felt that the the chemistry between molie n joe was so so and everything happens too fast and the happenings were mostly expected..
(Bobo chan is cute inside)
anyway its still watchable as its simple and sweet..
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Beauty
Ready for the day, i aim to make the best and have joy.. was really enjoying my mp3 along the route to rp.. and soon i reached my destination and proceeded to scan my staff card for attendance..
There was this security guard who helped me with it and upon seeing my staff card picture he commented that i looked different from the photo and said that the picture was nice and now i had blemishes on my face.. perhaps he sounded innocent and harmless to what i felt or perhaps i have joy and confidence in me that was not easily being stolen away..
compared to the past.. imagine a vainpot like me would have given this security guard a sentence of hostility if it happens in the past year..
i used to be affected and doubt my attractiveness as a woman..and to a certain extent dignity of a woman..whenever people commented on the dreadful and disgusting blemishes.. still remember i stop talking to a handicaps colleague for 6 months and how my angry reaction was always immediate when i go through that.. Surprisingly today out of the norm, I can still smile at the security and not having a less of a joyful airene and still feeling attractive because i know i am beautiful in the sight of my creator..he says that i am fearfully and wonderfully made.. no 2 person are the same.. everyone are unique.. (God, you are great!! I am your masterpiece..so are everyone) I am comfortable being myself. (yes knowing my stubborn blemishes are still there but i have faith that it will be gone away one day!)
Consider the following because it is from the one who created you and this is what he defines beauty..
Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self , the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful. (1 Peter 3: 3-5 )
I understand every man and woman wants to be beautiful including a vainpot like me.. put this verse in my blog not trying to discourage beauty routine (nevertheless it is still a good practice to take care of personal image and health!) but rather to encourage inside out beauty (for myself too!) and definition of beauty of God..which is by far more valuable as never will fade and can stood the test of time.. What beats it man..
take heart.. You are beautiful!
爱得太迟
楊鎮邦
歌手 : 古巨基
周慧敏
古: 我過去抱緊她 早晚共對 到了紮職以後 自覺太累
而即使相約到 亦無言共對 疏淡如水
周: 我過去也只因 工作萬歲 我愛侶極介意 跟他比對
而最怕再奮鬥做強人下去 有哪個能追
古: 最心痛是 愛得太遲
周: 有心傾訴 不可等某個日子
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
合: 夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志
周: 誰會在意 誰會及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 偏要推說等下一次
古: 我最愛 等不到 早已別去 卻發覺 身太累沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛 都似獨居
周: 我也怕習慣了 不靠伴侶 誰和誰又約我 一一婉拒
難碰上 我最愛 便獨立下去 卻怕有人追
古: 錯失太易 愛得太遲
周: 怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此
古: 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
合: 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意
周: 忘記上次 唯有及時
古: 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合: 為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好
古: 不要相信一切有下次
周: 珍惜我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒
古: 能夠做到又有多少
周: 追一秒
古: 未算少
合: 足夠遺憾忘掉
古: 多少抱憾(周:不要) 多少過路人 (周:抖震)
古: 幾多相愛
合: 幾多相處了又分
古: 人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
合: 但今晚未過 我要過也很吸引
周: 能吻便吻 誰也是人
古: 理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
合: 來日別操心 趁我有能力相親 世界有太多東西發生
古: 不要等到天上擁吻
周: 天空海闊誰與你俯瞰
My favourite duet of the year!! Not exactly because its sang by my favourite artiste..but its really nice from from the bottom of my heart..
天空海闊誰與你俯瞰 ... Loves never fail!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
My Weekends



Friday 25/08/2006 :
Empress Dowager @ Tangs
I met the Empress Dowager at Tangs.. Have seen some of the familiar faces and even some new born faces.. at the same time. Its interesting.
Over the years, we have all come so far.. some married ..some with children..
This time, I came to support the event as a supporter..with no expectation.. just simple joy of seeing the empress with my group of friends..and having supper after which will filled my day. and did talk a bit to empress dowager and a sense of familiarity was back again.. i am contented. Thus Father thank you and I want to let you know I have not forgotten about you too.. For everything.. and thanks for the conversation i had with huiling.. that opens my heart to many things..
me and some of my close friends, we have started out as fans of empress during our school days..and our support were still there even when we have entered the working society.. i felt that the support was still the same but the means and mentality has changed.. even our surroundings and responsibilities has changed..even commitment has changed..expectation has changed..perhaps priorites and style has changed.. for instance, whenever people put empress as my idol i actually felt quite out of place in which sometimes i will just tell some of them that idols were made of wood..but she is not.. she is a human and i am a human in which we are made of flesh and have strength n weakness.. i probably won't bother too much when i am in my teens.. anyway i felt what was valuable was the precious friendship and memory.. just want to tell my dear friends that i hope you all have joy in whatever you are doing..
Saturday 26/08/2006
Met up with Baohua at Bugis and we chated quited a bit about our future plans.. and i realised that he seemed to be working at the networking company with Rui En.. He too ask me to do the body mass thing at $10 in which i told him i already promised rui en to go down to the company on mon..
After which , i went to cainhill area to meet rain from uan.. she has briefly told me that uan are based on hk and they are training people to be in the entertainment.. and that they have an audition..well i told her straightfront that i have no interest to be in the entertainment at this time of time..as i felt i m catching up on age and have not been active in performing these few years.. when i am not ready i am not comfortable and also i have other pursues in life..
after which, i went to newton hawker centre to eat..seems like that's a nice place with nice food where hawkers are competing with one another for customers.. i met a family of japanese who order rambutan, mangosteen, starfruit, mangoe and durian.. i was curious to see their reaction when eating durian.. hee they burst into eeeeeee , giving a smelly epxression and body language.. they asked me whether does singaporean eat durian everyday ..? i told them no but its a nice n popular fruit..
I went home after which and i saw my niece baby cadence.. had some fun playing with her, and reading the newspaper.. soon it was 12pm++ a time for sleep as i felt i needed rest for the sheares bridge run for the following day.. and i receive a msg from ting.. but despite that i m unable to sleep perhaps i just got some other things to do or perhaps i m last min.. for that instance i a bit scared i have no stength n i would not be in my best health n stamina..nevertheless i just sleep for the next day to come..
Sunday 27/08/2006
It was really early and i wake up at 6am carefully without waking up my baby niece.. i was swift for the day.. bought a chocolate along the way as my light breakfast before i start the 6km marathon run..
i met ting n kelly at raffles place .. we were all in our sporty wear..and we proceeded for the day..
first of all, going to award kelly for sportwomanship award..despite not feeling well, she came and support me n ting..thanks n muak!
and also going to cheer for me n ting as we really complete the run..! at the later part it actually rain..and it made us run even faster.. and i actually felt very determined to complete it.. and i want to thank you Lord for the rain as it spur n push us.. u knew we can make it! I thought of you and i knew you want me to have that kind of spirit whenever i am down and that you will always be there..
yeah! cheers! we have a good day and after which we went to chinatown for dim sum and liyi was there..
After which , we went on our separate ways..kelly to meet her sis, ting n liyi to donate blood..,me going home to bathe and sleep..
its a wonderful day to spend a sunday..running for marathon in the morning ..eating dim sum with tea after which, going home to bathe and sleep.. and after which was time for night service..
i felt inspired by pastor rony sermon..the part whereby he said if he has to be a dishwasher he will be and he will make sure he is the best dishwasher that do a sparkling clean job!..and added that he will not remain that forever.. but making plans to start a dishwashing company.. with reference from Matthew 25 abt the Parable of the Talentsi felt that the sermon was there to encourage the downcast.. Thank you Lord.
I am charged up for the week ahead from the marathon and the inspiring night service!
Glory to you my Lord Jesus Christ!
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Unforbidden fruit..truly nice?
the purpose of the gal in coming to give samples to the school was to create awareness on the prevention of aids or something like that..
Well we made a joke out of it after which.. but seriously i thought something is wrong.. seriously wrong.. codome samples to be distributed to the students..????
I felt a bit sad somehow.. is that a kind of compromise? encouraging safe sex in a government institution? discouraging dangerous sex and compromise on premarital sex..
Perhaps the world has changed..perhaps i have never been in love and never knew the urgency of lust when you have a partner besides.. but i believe the beauty of keeping my chastity before marriage as i want to keep my marriage bed to be pure..and i want to give my best to the one.. i know it is difficult, and in no way i am in a position to say this since i am not attached..and honestly i don't dare to be sure i will be a virgin all the way before marriage but Father i will try my best and fight my life for that with your help!
And i always know your good intentions behind your commanments of no premarital sex:
1) You knew how frail and changeable like weather feeling is and how it can crash a woman's morale when there's a break up and she has lost her virgin. You wanted to protect woman emotionally and physically.
2) You wanted to prevent unwanted abortion.. You wanted to prevent a murder.
3) You knew there would be innocent babies that will be sacrificed.. and baby is a gift from you..its meant to bless and be blessed.. and i know they have always been the apple of your eyes.. you want to protect them.
4) You wanted your people to enjoy sex to the highest level.. and you knew by keeping our body to the marriage will give us the best beautiful experience. Surely you want to bless us with sex since you created it.. just that many people misunderstood you when you forbid premarital sex..
for those who are struggling on this aspect, anyone anywhere, i pray that you will be encouraged.. The Lord is with you and i am with you!
For those who has been a victim, or feels guilty.. Please stand up! The Lord still loves you, like your earthly parent who will never give you up.. He wants to see you well. He is ready to forgive.. And he wants to help you.
Lord, help us, young gals, anyone from anywhere, be it single, in a relationship, in a marriage, or those who are struggling in today's world..support us in our daily life.. and see us through.
Thank you Jesus.
Looking forward!
Looking forward to meeting my friends this friday night at tangs..
looking forward to look see audition this sat..
looking forward to meet baohua this sat as long time no see
looking forward to sheares run..
looking forward to seeing the sparklight kids..
and looking forward to breakthrough!!
Through it all
brown and black..
It seems cold..
No one I see..
A voice I hear..
saying that the abnormal things of life has came to the mankind..
Great tribulations?
Rapture?
And a voice sang:
and i ... look to you,
and i... wait on you
As I hold on to my bolster,
hold on to my blanket with all my might,
laying on bed,
so much in fear that i dare not move even a little...
so much that I lack the courage to open my eyes,
and unwillingly i did that knowing i gotta faced the whole thing..
and i look to you,
and i wait on you,
verse of 'Through It All'
running through my mind..
so real, and I still don't dare to move
yet a part of me want it to be unreal..
and I thought about my beloved family and friends,
especially mummy..
Oh i am alone in my room..,
Oh i need to go toilet,
Oh how i dread to walk in darkness,
walking across the idols outside..
Jesus Jesus!
I called knowing the power of your name..
a name that is above all names..
in desperation,
knowing you are my help in times of need..
The light of the kitchen was on..
The light of the toilet was on..
Your peace upon me..
Walking past my parent's room, they were soundly asleep..
thank you thank you my Daddy in heaven!
You know I love them so much..
Dear Friend, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the spirit of God: Every spirit that aknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the fresh is from God, but every spirit that does not aknowledges Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.
You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.
1 John 4:1-4
My God, my best friend, my stronghold, my hero, you are greater than the devil and you have overcome the world! You gave me the best encouragement with sharpness and punch! Best teacher! You walk with me in valley of darkness.. rain or shine.. you are there..for me, with me and in me! even though there are brown and black colour, through it all, you see me through with lights and songs! My all in all, there is none like you! I shall fear not, I shall move forward with courage knowing all your promises..!
And Father may you open the eyes of my loved ones.. and reveal to them that knowing Jesus is the best thing that can happen to anyone and is the most important decision in life and in the whole universe. And i pray that you will keep them, bless them for they are your wonderful creation..
I love them and I know God you love them too..
Monday, August 21, 2006
It's time.. to move on
for those who has read my blog regularly u will know that i have not been active.. well, after a period of some trials.. as i have been quite down for a period of time.. if i were to scribble n voice on my blog, i will be critisising people endlessly.. and i wanted a space from people.. to be away and in solitude for awhile..
guess its enough.. and time to move on.. n i hope i really do mean it and do it this time..
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Wars Of In-Laws

Wars Of In-Laws - 我的野蠻奶奶
Cast:
Liza Wang
Shek Sau
Myolie Wu
Bosco Wong
Christine Ng
Eileen Yeow
Hong Wah
Ha Ping
Suet Li
Chan Hoi Yee
監製:關永忠
編審:蔡淑賢,梁恩東
演員:
汪明荃,胡杏兒,黃宗澤,石修,伍詠薇,劉家輝,雪 妮,姚瑩瑩
生於上等旗人之家的喜塔臘˙鑠蘭(汪明荃)自恃著格格的身分,四十多年來橫行霸道,極盡野蠻之能事。蘭兒子甯茂春(黃宗澤)到了適婚年齡,蘭為他強搶來一位她認為是全京城最好的媳婦,豈料陰差陽錯,兒子竟輾轉娶了山寨王之女田力(胡杏兒)。蘭吹毛求疵,但一山還有一山高,力亦不是溫婉和順之輩,婆媳各不相讓,終日吵吵鬧鬧,叫懦弱、缺乏主見的春左要遵循母命,右要討好老婆。卻原來一切皆是掩飾,春其實武功高強,且背負著不為人知的秘密……
Born in a royal family, Princess Shuet-Lan has been barbaric, obnoxious, unreasonable for forty years. Black turns white and white turns black from her mouth.. Her son mau chun (Bosco Wong) was of a marriageble age and suppose to be married to a royal concubine..but on the big day, she eloped and while seu yat (Myolie Wu) a young lady from a family of bandits together were trying to run away from a group of soldiers.., and she took the chance to escape by pretending to be the bride by chance..and she and and mau chun was accidentally married and that start the head and tail of the show..
To be honest, I thought this would be another show that would be crappy and trying to be funny.. but i though just give it a try.. hahaha but to my surprise i was rather entertained and i had enjoy myself.. and u might think i am crazy if i tell u i actually cry while watching the last few episode of this comedy drama.. yes i cry! i thought it was touching..! Beneath the humour, I see loves and humility..and perservance.. and i was thrilled to see princess shuet yat arguing with the emperor to save her son she remarked that the emperor too has made mistake.. when everyone thought she will be devastated and helpless in a corner when knowing that the emperor has given the order that his son to be executed..
Liza shines in this show.. ! no surprise that she won herself an award! I like her potrayal of princess Sheut-Lan.. its well seasoned.. at least she do made me laugh n cry.. and she just got this air that came naturally..
Sunday, July 23, 2006
The Charm Beneath 胭脂水粉

Chinese Title : 胭脂水粉
Cast:
Moses Chan
Gigi Lai
Yoyo Mung
Chan Hung Lit
Michael Tong
Anne Heung
Sharon Chan
Mandy Cho
Kiki Sheung
Cecilia Yeung Sze Sze
Tseung Chi Kwong
Producer : Mui Siu Ching ( Shine On You )
Honestly, when i came across this production, i was a bit disppointed to see the group of cast because most of them were unfamiliar to me and no one in particular i wanted to support much..and was also a bit disappointed that sheren tang was taken out of the show. However, the reason why i took a step to rent this drama serial was because the title 胭脂水粉 caught my attention and the gal at the rental shop managed to persuade me that this was a nice piece of work.. plus i have always been interested in periodic dramas.
Set in the 1920s and 1930s in Hong Kong, Halle De Fleur was the business owned by a very wealthy family, 'chuk family'. They were doing cosmetic business with roller lipstick as their star product. You can definitely expect politics among the family with loves, hatred, jealousy..and of course the good and better among the goods, and the bad and even worser among the evil. (Anyway not going to say much as just in case someone out there wants to watch the show..this is a show that one should not know too much in advance..)
What impressed me about the show was how the technique of 'xuan lian' was put to use. This was a term i learnt during my scriptwrighting module in nafa. It sort of means the technique of stopping at a point when its near to climax.. I felt a good 'xuan lian' is actually vital in sustaining the audience in captivity.. And i like the plot and the theme of family, romance and frienship. (However i felt that the scene that marks the end of problem was lame. How can someone succeeded in jumping into river and commit sucide in the pressence of so many good people who were 1 to 2 metre away.. and also i felt the real reason for the death of the founder of Halle De Fleur should be revealed to the family household members.. and Siu Hsing (the character played by Sharon Chan) should know the truth of who killed her brother..
Moses Chan as Cheuk :
Simply a 'bai jia zi' and lady killer who was yet creative , kind and carefree. After going through much, he became matured. (But i don't like the way he handles relationship. )
Moses' performance was ok but still room for improvement.. At times I felt he could have been a little bit more emotional esp the part when he saw his beloved being stabbed with knife.. something lacking still.. but i guess he just has the look of a witty spoil from rich family which makes him more suitable for the role than bowie lam who was replaced by him.
Gigi Lai Cheuk Wing Wai:
A sophisicated and smart woman who was observant and who truly cares for her family. Interestingly, her husband was played by Tseung Chi Kwong who was many years older than her and also in terms of looks.. He looks like an uncle.
Gigi did quite a good performance (even though i din really like her) except the part where she cried to which i felt could be improved though she manged to touch me in some crying scenes.. Anyway i thought this was a good role which TVB has given her and heard that the review for her was good.. (but my guts feeling tells me that sheren tang will also be able to do a very good job for the role as i felt she will be good for periodic drama..)
Yoyo Mung as Yee Fong
A gentle spirit lady who gets along well with everyone. She has her intersting and silly side even though she was shy towards the one she loves. A very gal next door who likes to watch drama and is also one who will go through thick and thin for her loved one.
I am not one who watced Yoyo Mung's show often. But i gotta say i likeYoyo inside the show..the potrayal of Yee Fong .. even though her hairstyle was ugly it has some air and ex-factor.. got wei dao..
Chan Hung Lit as Shan
Boss of Halle De Fleur .. A fatherly figure with authority and was Head in Cheuk family. Some respected and was grateful to him, and some trying to get into his good book for some motives.
I like Chan Hung Lit inside the show.. Felt that he's good as he has the air of a father.. and i felt his fatherly loves in the show..
Anyway, my favourite character in the series are Cheuk Wing Wai and Yee Fong!
A great show!









































