This is a long overdue blog entry which was suppose to be put on earlier ..
One month back, I was busily planning and doing my event.. as there would be 3 events coming up on a single weekend.. I felt overwhelmed to be honest.. tired physically and mentally.. and most of all, I felt lonely with the heavy burden of work with 3 to 4 weeks of weekend all burnt out and having to take medicine everyday.. i miss my family, friends, my personal space, my hobbies.. and my social life tremendously..
That night, I stayed in the office till 10plus alone.. suddenly i became self-pity, thinking that i am so alone.. no one would ever know my struggles.. and really wanted badly to broke down as I felt at least it makes me feel better.. however, i knew i need to rush my work and keep up in good spirit.. no time for me to be a cry baby despite being a gan jong spider at heart worrying that my work can't be finished in due time.
It was that very night, that I felt a special touch from the Lord. Maybe nobody knows my struggles, He knows.. and that is enough. I felt light throughout my bus journey home that day, knowing he is with me, in me and for me..
Few weeks later, I went for the Holy Ghost meeting.. In the midst of that, I broke down in good tears remembering all that the Lord has done for me. Once again, 'He Knows', this word came into my mind and that really set me free despite having to climb mountains in every stage of my life.. Subsequently, coming to the end of the Holy Ghost Meeting, Pastor Henry revealed to the congregation that 'He Knows' what we are going through.. To me, that was really wow! It is so good that 'He Knows' even though everyone seem not to know..
Thus, cheer up! God knows what you are going through.. Because he is God! And He is a good one :)
