My Weekends

Friday 25/08/2006 :

Empress Dowager @ Tangs

I met the Empress Dowager at Tangs.. Have seen some of the familiar faces and even some new born faces.. at the same time. Its interesting.

Over the years, we have all come so far.. some married ..some with children..

This time, I came to support the event as a supporter..with no expectation.. just simple joy of seeing the empress with my group of friends..and having supper after which will filled my day. and did talk a bit to empress dowager and a sense of familiarity was back again.. i am contented. Thus Father thank you and I want to let you know I have not forgotten about you too.. For everything.. and thanks for the conversation i had with huiling.. that opens my heart to many things..

me and some of my close friends, we have started out as fans of empress during our school days..and our support were still there even when we have entered the working society.. i felt that the support was still the same but the means and mentality has changed.. even our surroundings and responsibilities has changed..even commitment has changed..expectation has changed..perhaps priorites and style has changed.. for instance, whenever people put empress as my idol i actually felt quite out of place in which sometimes i will just tell some of them that idols were made of wood..but she is not.. she is a human and i am a human in which we are made of flesh and have strength n weakness.. i probably won't bother too much when i am in my teens.. anyway i felt what was valuable was the precious friendship and memory.. just want to tell my dear friends that i hope you all have joy in whatever you are doing..

Saturday 26/08/2006

Met up with Baohua at Bugis and we chated quited a bit about our future plans.. and i realised that he seemed to be working at the networking company with Rui En.. He too ask me to do the body mass thing at $10 in which i told him i already promised rui en to go down to the company on mon..

After which , i went to cainhill area to meet rain from uan.. she has briefly told me that uan are based on hk and they are training people to be in the entertainment.. and that they have an audition..well i told her straightfront that i have no interest to be in the entertainment at this time of time..as i felt i m catching up on age and have not been active in performing these few years.. when i am not ready i am not comfortable and also i have other pursues in life..

after which, i went to newton hawker centre to eat..seems like that's a nice place with nice food where hawkers are competing with one another for customers.. i met a family of japanese who order rambutan, mangosteen, starfruit, mangoe and durian.. i was curious to see their reaction when eating durian.. hee they burst into eeeeeee , giving a smelly epxression and body language.. they asked me whether does singaporean eat durian everyday ..? i told them no but its a nice n popular fruit..

I went home after which and i saw my niece baby cadence.. had some fun playing with her, and reading the newspaper.. soon it was 12pm++ a time for sleep as i felt i needed rest for the sheares bridge run for the following day.. and i receive a msg from ting.. but despite that i m unable to sleep perhaps i just got some other things to do or perhaps i m last min.. for that instance i a bit scared i have no stength n i would not be in my best health n stamina..nevertheless i just sleep for the next day to come..

Sunday 27/08/2006

It was really early and i wake up at 6am carefully without waking up my baby niece.. i was swift for the day.. bought a chocolate along the way as my light breakfast before i start the 6km marathon run..

i met ting n kelly at raffles place .. we were all in our sporty wear..and we proceeded for the day..

first of all, going to award kelly for sportwomanship award..despite not feeling well, she came and support me n ting..thanks n muak!

and also going to cheer for me n ting as we really complete the run..! at the later part it actually rain..and it made us run even faster.. and i actually felt very determined to complete it.. and i want to thank you Lord for the rain as it spur n push us.. u knew we can make it! I thought of you and i knew you want me to have that kind of spirit whenever i am down and that you will always be there..

yeah! cheers! we have a good day and after which we went to chinatown for dim sum and liyi was there..

After which , we went on our separate ways..kelly to meet her sis, ting n liyi to donate blood..,me going home to bathe and sleep..

its a wonderful day to spend a sunday..running for marathon in the morning ..eating dim sum with tea after which, going home to bathe and sleep.. and after which was time for night service..

i felt inspired by pastor rony sermon..the part whereby he said if he has to be a dishwasher he will be and he will make sure he is the best dishwasher that do a sparkling clean job!..and added that he will not remain that forever.. but making plans to start a dishwashing company.. with reference from Matthew 25 abt the Parable of the Talentsi felt that the sermon was there to encourage the downcast.. Thank you Lord.

I am charged up for the week ahead from the marathon and the inspiring night service!
Glory to you my Lord Jesus Christ!

Unforbidden fruit..truly nice?

A gal came to the counter yesterday towards the later part of the day.. she handled a few samples of codome to uncle Roy. (Don't mistaken. Uncle Roy is not the ham sup old uncle who is the hanky panky type.. He is a 20 year old boy who works temporary in the school and who loves to argue and nag at me. thus he is uncle roy.)

the purpose of the gal in coming to give samples to the school was to create awareness on the prevention of aids or something like that..

Well we made a joke out of it after which.. but seriously i thought something is wrong.. seriously wrong.. codome samples to be distributed to the students..????

I felt a bit sad somehow.. is that a kind of compromise? encouraging safe sex in a government institution? discouraging dangerous sex and compromise on premarital sex..

Perhaps the world has changed..perhaps i have never been in love and never knew the urgency of lust when you have a partner besides.. but i believe the beauty of keeping my chastity before marriage as i want to keep my marriage bed to be pure..and i want to give my best to the one.. i know it is difficult, and in no way i am in a position to say this since i am not attached..and honestly i don't dare to be sure i will be a virgin all the way before marriage but Father i will try my best and fight my life for that with your help!

And i always know your good intentions behind your commanments of no premarital sex:

1) You knew how frail and changeable like weather feeling is and how it can crash a woman's morale when there's a break up and she has lost her virgin. You wanted to protect woman emotionally and physically.

2) You wanted to prevent unwanted abortion.. You wanted to prevent a murder.

3) You knew there would be innocent babies that will be sacrificed.. and baby is a gift from you..its meant to bless and be blessed.. and i know they have always been the apple of your eyes.. you want to protect them.

4) You wanted your people to enjoy sex to the highest level.. and you knew by keeping our body to the marriage will give us the best beautiful experience. Surely you want to bless us with sex since you created it.. just that many people misunderstood you when you forbid premarital sex..

for those who are struggling on this aspect, anyone anywhere, i pray that you will be encouraged.. The Lord is with you and i am with you!

For those who has been a victim, or feels guilty.. Please stand up! The Lord still loves you, like your earthly parent who will never give you up.. He wants to see you well. He is ready to forgive.. And he wants to help you.

Lord, help us, young gals, anyone from anywhere, be it single, in a relationship, in a marriage, or those who are struggling in today's world..support us in our daily life.. and see us through.

Thank you Jesus.

Looking forward!

Looking forward to cut my fringe this friday..
Looking forward to meeting my friends this friday night at tangs..
looking forward to look see audition this sat..
looking forward to meet baohua this sat as long time no see
looking forward to sheares run..
looking forward to seeing the sparklight kids..

and looking forward to breakthrough!!

Through it all

It was dark,
brown and black..
It seems cold..
No one I see..

A voice I hear..
saying that the abnormal things of life has came to the mankind..
Great tribulations?
Rapture?

And a voice sang:
and i ... look to you,
and i... wait on you

As I hold on to my bolster,
hold on to my blanket with all my might,
laying on bed,
so much in fear that i dare not move even a little...
so much that I lack the courage to open my eyes,
and unwillingly i did that knowing i gotta faced the whole thing..

and i look to you,
and i wait on you,

verse of 'Through It All'
running through my mind..
so real, and I still don't dare to move
yet a part of me want it to be unreal..

and I thought about my beloved family and friends,
especially mummy..

Oh i am alone in my room..,
Oh i need to go toilet,
Oh how i dread to walk in darkness,
walking across the idols outside..

Jesus Jesus!
I called knowing the power of your name..
a name that is above all names..
in desperation,
knowing you are my help in times of need..

The light of the kitchen was on..
The light of the toilet was on..
Your peace upon me..

Walking past my parent's room, they were soundly asleep..
thank you thank you my Daddy in heaven!
You know I love them so much..

Dear Friend, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the spirit of God: Every spirit that aknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the fresh is from God, but every spirit that does not aknowledges Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.

You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

1 John 4:1-4

My God, my best friend, my stronghold, my hero, you are greater than the devil and you have overcome the world! You gave me the best encouragement with sharpness and punch! Best teacher! You walk with me in valley of darkness.. rain or shine.. you are there..for me, with me and in me! even though there are brown and black colour, through it all, you see me through with lights and songs! My all in all, there is none like you! I shall fear not, I shall move forward with courage knowing all your promises..!

And Father may you open the eyes of my loved ones.. and reveal to them that knowing Jesus is the best thing that can happen to anyone and is the most important decision in life and in the whole universe. And i pray that you will keep them, bless them for they are your wonderful creation..

I love them and I know God you love them too..

Move on Run!!

Yes move on! Run!

I hope the sheares run this sunday is fun!!

It's time.. to move on

Everyone says monday is blue.. but i shall want to start my monday this week at least with a rainbow color as a headstart..

for those who has read my blog regularly u will know that i have not been active.. well, after a period of some trials.. as i have been quite down for a period of time.. if i were to scribble n voice on my blog, i will be critisising people endlessly.. and i wanted a space from people.. to be away and in solitude for awhile..

guess its enough.. and time to move on.. n i hope i really do mean it and do it this time..

Wars Of In-Laws

Wars Of In-Laws － 我的野蠻奶奶

Cast:
Liza Wang
Shek Sau
Myolie Wu
Bosco Wong
Christine Ng
Eileen Yeow
Hong Wah
Ha Ping
Suet Li
Chan Hoi Yee

監製：關永忠

編審：蔡淑賢，梁恩東

演員：

汪明荃，胡杏兒，黃宗澤，石修，伍詠薇，劉家輝，雪　妮，姚瑩瑩

生於上等旗人之家的喜塔臘˙鑠蘭(汪明荃)自恃著格格的身分，四十多年來橫行霸道，極盡野蠻之能事。蘭兒子甯茂春(黃宗澤)到了適婚年齡，蘭為他強搶來一位她認為是全京城最好的媳婦，豈料陰差陽錯，兒子竟輾轉娶了山寨王之女田力(胡杏兒)。蘭吹毛求疵，但一山還有一山高，力亦不是溫婉和順之輩，婆媳各不相讓，終日吵吵鬧鬧，叫懦弱、缺乏主見的春左要遵循母命，右要討好老婆。卻原來一切皆是掩飾，春其實武功高強，且背負著不為人知的秘密……

Born in a royal family, Princess Shuet-Lan has been barbaric, obnoxious, unreasonable for forty years. Black turns white and white turns black from her mouth.. Her son mau chun (Bosco Wong) was of a marriageble age and suppose to be married to a royal concubine..but on the big day, she eloped and while seu yat (Myolie Wu) a young lady from a family of bandits together were trying to run away from a group of soldiers.., and she took the chance to escape by pretending to be the bride by chance..and she and and mau chun was accidentally married and that start the head and tail of the show..

To be honest, I thought this would be another show that would be crappy and trying to be funny.. but i though just give it a try.. hahaha but to my surprise i was rather entertained and i had enjoy myself.. and u might think i am crazy if i tell u i actually cry while watching the last few episode of this comedy drama.. yes i cry! i thought it was touching..! Beneath the humour, I see loves and humility..and perservance.. and i was thrilled to see princess shuet yat arguing with the emperor to save her son she remarked that the emperor too has made mistake.. when everyone thought she will be devastated and helpless in a corner when knowing that the emperor has given the order that his son to be executed..

Liza shines in this show.. ! no surprise that she won herself an award! I like her potrayal of princess Sheut-Lan.. its well seasoned.. at least she do made me laugh n cry.. and she just got this air that came naturally..