It was dark,
brown and black..
It seems cold..
No one I see..
A voice I hear..
saying that the abnormal things of life has came to the mankind..
Great tribulations?
Rapture?
And a voice sang:
and i ... look to you,
and i... wait on you
As I hold on to my bolster,
hold on to my blanket with all my might,
laying on bed,
so much in fear that i dare not move even a little...
so much that I lack the courage to open my eyes,
and unwillingly i did that knowing i gotta faced the whole thing..
and i look to you,
and i wait on you,
verse of 'Through It All'
running through my mind..
so real, and I still don't dare to move
yet a part of me want it to be unreal..
and I thought about my beloved family and friends,
especially mummy..
Oh i am alone in my room..,
Oh i need to go toilet,
Oh how i dread to walk in darkness,
walking across the idols outside..
Jesus Jesus!
I called knowing the power of your name..
a name that is above all names..
in desperation,
knowing you are my help in times of need..
The light of the kitchen was on..
The light of the toilet was on..
Your peace upon me..
Walking past my parent's room, they were soundly asleep..
thank you thank you my Daddy in heaven!
You know I love them so much..
Dear Friend, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the spirit of God: Every spirit that aknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the fresh is from God, but every spirit that does not aknowledges Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.
You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.
1 John 4:1-4
My God, my best friend, my stronghold, my hero, you are greater than the devil and you have overcome the world! You gave me the best encouragement with sharpness and punch! Best teacher! You walk with me in valley of darkness.. rain or shine.. you are there..for me, with me and in me! even though there are brown and black colour, through it all, you see me through with lights and songs! My all in all, there is none like you! I shall fear not, I shall move forward with courage knowing all your promises..!
And Father may you open the eyes of my loved ones.. and reveal to them that knowing Jesus is the best thing that can happen to anyone and is the most important decision in life and in the whole universe. And i pray that you will keep them, bless them for they are your wonderful creation..
I love them and I know God you love them too..
