A gal came to the counter yesterday towards the later part of the day.. she handled a few samples of codome to uncle Roy. (Don't mistaken. Uncle Roy is not the ham sup old uncle who is the hanky panky type.. He is a 20 year old boy who works temporary in the school and who loves to argue and nag at me. thus he is uncle roy.)
the purpose of the gal in coming to give samples to the school was to create awareness on the prevention of aids or something like that..
Well we made a joke out of it after which.. but seriously i thought something is wrong.. seriously wrong.. codome samples to be distributed to the students..????
I felt a bit sad somehow.. is that a kind of compromise? encouraging safe sex in a government institution? discouraging dangerous sex and compromise on premarital sex..
Perhaps the world has changed..perhaps i have never been in love and never knew the urgency of lust when you have a partner besides.. but i believe the beauty of keeping my chastity before marriage as i want to keep my marriage bed to be pure..and i want to give my best to the one.. i know it is difficult, and in no way i am in a position to say this since i am not attached..and honestly i don't dare to be sure i will be a virgin all the way before marriage but Father i will try my best and fight my life for that with your help!
And i always know your good intentions behind your commanments of no premarital sex:
1) You knew how frail and changeable like weather feeling is and how it can crash a woman's morale when there's a break up and she has lost her virgin. You wanted to protect woman emotionally and physically.
2) You wanted to prevent unwanted abortion.. You wanted to prevent a murder.
3) You knew there would be innocent babies that will be sacrificed.. and baby is a gift from you..its meant to bless and be blessed.. and i know they have always been the apple of your eyes.. you want to protect them.
4) You wanted your people to enjoy sex to the highest level.. and you knew by keeping our body to the marriage will give us the best beautiful experience. Surely you want to bless us with sex since you created it.. just that many people misunderstood you when you forbid premarital sex..
for those who are struggling on this aspect, anyone anywhere, i pray that you will be encouraged.. The Lord is with you and i am with you!
For those who has been a victim, or feels guilty.. Please stand up! The Lord still loves you, like your earthly parent who will never give you up.. He wants to see you well. He is ready to forgive.. And he wants to help you.
Lord, help us, young gals, anyone from anywhere, be it single, in a relationship, in a marriage, or those who are struggling in today's world..support us in our daily life.. and see us through.
Thank you Jesus.
